Kind of beat

I feel like I've been colorless and dull all week, but that's hardly the truth. On Wednesday I finished school at 11:30 and met with a new teacher at school who speaks some Italian and will be the head of my Italian club. She was really wonderful, with an absolutely stunning smile, and is totally enthused about the club. And afterward I went down to the senior room and ate chocolates, and Marisa and I sat in the papa san chair and laughed for an hour.

Plus, Monday, Wednesday and Friday were easy days, with only 2 classes each. So I certainly wasn't sweating it this week. My homework load has been remarkably light. And yet I'm feeling pretty drained. I wonder if it could possibly be because I spent so much time laughing. I think this is the very lowest I've felt all week, and I'm not even feeling down, just exhausted. I guess there are no complaints to be had when the only one is that I'm tired from smiling.

However I am starting to feel ever so faintly frantic about college. It's such a fun, wonderful thing on the horizon, and yet there still remains that one huge, horrible word: DECISION. But it's not even the decision that's making me feel pressed for time; it's all the papers, all the application materials and supplements with their due dates and all the various people I have to go to in order to get everything turned in..... It just seems like too much for me to get all together!

But I'll try and get back on the bogging scene. I've been sadly remiss this week. Cheers!

Labels: college, Westridge

posted by Holly @ 7:39 PM